Post by HayaMika on Aug 25, 2009 19:33:14 GMT -5
PONYO FLIPEN IS TRYING TO KILL MY CORALINE FANDOM! I HATE IT SO MUCH! I'M DESPERATELY TRYING TO HOLD ON AND STAY A FAN, BUT SOMETHING IS PUSHING ME AWAY! I GOT THE FLIPEN PONYO SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD CAUSE MY FRIENDS WERE SINGING IT AT LUNCH!! (Yes, I'm back in school now! Official 8th Grader now.)
And to make things worse, I'm worried about something I dun know about! MY one friend had to leave the lunch room today cause the noise got to her, and she got heart problems too! I've got a doctors appointment in September about my stress.. Cause I told my mom and dad I have tried to suffocate myself to death... My Mom and Dad won't give me back my DA for a while..... My dad says he has a little timer in his mind, and if I keep asking him for it back, He will keep adding time... And I gotta find my Gym Uniform.... Its lost.
I got so scared on my first day of school cause I thought that if I went onto my team, (I'm team Draco in my school.) Kids would run and scream like in 7th and 6th grade. I'm like one of the most hated kids in school. Kids stalked me and my bro home on the first day of school this week... My bro knew the one girl, but we didn't know the other two. I got stalked by smokers in 7th grade.... And they offered me cigarettes 2 TIMES! (I didn't take em of course! I just ignored them.) My grandpa has a problem with his one leg. And my T.V. is not working right.
NO ONE IS EVER FLIPEN ON HERE ANYWAY!
I want to call my grandma, but it is 8:17 where I live right now and she has to get up at 3 in the morning for work. And I called her enough times in the middle of the night a few weeks ago.
I went on my Uncles fishing boat twice last weekend. (Once with my bro and cousin and Uncle, and once with my Grandpa and Uncle. MY GRANDPA ALMOST FEEL OUT OF THE BOAT!!!!!!!! D8) It didn't help me. I'm now so desperate to keep my Coraline fan dom, I find myself sleeping with my Pj doll every night now. I'm sorry if I sound weird. I'm not allowed to have ANY Coraline stuff at school. My mom said I will look like a little kid. So, I wasn't allowed to get the messenger beg, lunch box, and I wasn't allowed to carry my tote bag with me.
So pretty much my life sucks... bad... I know others do have it worse.
Songs I listen to when I'm depressed: (some show how I feel sometimes, some help me feel better, and others are just things I listen to..)
Clowns (English)/ Klouny (Russian) by Tatu (I know em both. But I like the Russian one Better)
Who's That Girl by Hilary Duff
Come Clean by Hilary Duff
Sakuranbo by Ai Otsuka
Daiskuki Da Yo by Ai Otsuka
Pray from Gintama Op 1
Life After You by Daughtry
Return to Pooh Corner by Kenny Loggins
Op song from PB&J otter Op
Op song from Gullah Gullah Island Op
And to make things worse, I'm worried about something I dun know about! MY one friend had to leave the lunch room today cause the noise got to her, and she got heart problems too! I've got a doctors appointment in September about my stress.. Cause I told my mom and dad I have tried to suffocate myself to death... My Mom and Dad won't give me back my DA for a while..... My dad says he has a little timer in his mind, and if I keep asking him for it back, He will keep adding time... And I gotta find my Gym Uniform.... Its lost.
I got so scared on my first day of school cause I thought that if I went onto my team, (I'm team Draco in my school.) Kids would run and scream like in 7th and 6th grade. I'm like one of the most hated kids in school. Kids stalked me and my bro home on the first day of school this week... My bro knew the one girl, but we didn't know the other two. I got stalked by smokers in 7th grade.... And they offered me cigarettes 2 TIMES! (I didn't take em of course! I just ignored them.) My grandpa has a problem with his one leg. And my T.V. is not working right.
NO ONE IS EVER FLIPEN ON HERE ANYWAY!
I want to call my grandma, but it is 8:17 where I live right now and she has to get up at 3 in the morning for work. And I called her enough times in the middle of the night a few weeks ago.
I went on my Uncles fishing boat twice last weekend. (Once with my bro and cousin and Uncle, and once with my Grandpa and Uncle. MY GRANDPA ALMOST FEEL OUT OF THE BOAT!!!!!!!! D8) It didn't help me. I'm now so desperate to keep my Coraline fan dom, I find myself sleeping with my Pj doll every night now. I'm sorry if I sound weird. I'm not allowed to have ANY Coraline stuff at school. My mom said I will look like a little kid. So, I wasn't allowed to get the messenger beg, lunch box, and I wasn't allowed to carry my tote bag with me.
So pretty much my life sucks... bad... I know others do have it worse.
Songs I listen to when I'm depressed: (some show how I feel sometimes, some help me feel better, and others are just things I listen to..)
Clowns (English)/ Klouny (Russian) by Tatu (I know em both. But I like the Russian one Better)
Who's That Girl by Hilary Duff
Come Clean by Hilary Duff
Sakuranbo by Ai Otsuka
Daiskuki Da Yo by Ai Otsuka
Pray from Gintama Op 1
Life After You by Daughtry
Return to Pooh Corner by Kenny Loggins
Op song from PB&J otter Op
Op song from Gullah Gullah Island Op
