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Post by HayaMika on Sept 6, 2009 19:59:47 GMT -5
GOSH DARNIT! I"M SO TICKED RIGHT NOW! NOT ONLY AM I TICKED, I'M DEPRESSED!
Ugh.... Sorry... I'm so upset right now. And My life is not working out for me. I'm super depressed, I'm stressing to hold onto the Coraline Fandom.
I'm constantly Crying. I fight a whole lot more with my Mom and Dad. I threw my Cell Phone earlier.
I'm so upset. Coraline keeps trying to move out of my Fandom Box and something else tries to move in. But I'm not letting it. I'm not letting Coraline move out of the Fandom Box, and I'm not letting something else ( Ponyo, of all the things.) Try to move in.
I'm tottaly misserable. I can't focus in school. I can't draw anything anymore. My art sucks! ALL OF IT!
No one talks to me anymore. I'm not able to get on DA and talk. I can't chat with my friend, MahoAshley (She is a girl I Chat with on DA and scatch.mit.edu) on XAT anymore cause this girl named Clione tells me to "GTFO" every time I go onto chat. And If i don't go, she either bans me, Kicks me, or makes me a guest so I can't chat. And it sucks.
I try listening to the worlds funniest songs, like:
and I only get a small chuckle out of it. I mean, not even watching:
I got like a few chuckles and then, Boom, insta stress. AND SERIOUSLY! IT'S A MAJOR PROBLEM IS A GIRL WHO IS STRESSED DOESN'T FEEL ANY BETTER AFTER WATCHING FЯED!
ug. I don't know whats going on with me anymore. Hopefully, when I got back to school on Tuesday, Choir will work out. When I sing in Choir, i somehow feel a whole lot better, cause I know there are people around me who like to do the same thing I do and its very very stress releaveing for me.
I'm entering art into an at contest. I just hope my crappy art will be good enough to get 3rd place atlease. I mean seriously, look:
IT SUCKS! Grrrrr.... I hate it HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT!
Arg...... (Wait. Thats for pirates.) =_= Grrrrr......
Hopefully, I will feel better when I got back to school on Tuesday. And Hopefully, NExt time I go back onto XAT to chat with MahoAshley, Clione won't be there, but some of my other friends will, and I will be able to chat and be happy.
Hopefully. Just Hopefully.
And I hope my life starts getting better, instead of getting more stressfull.
Wish Me luck.
_____________________________________________________ Do you know the
feeling
When people you used to be so close to just keep turning their backs towards you?
People just don't think it's necessary to talk to you anymore?
Are disgusted by you?
Abandon you?
Ignore you?
Disrespect you?
Ditch you?
Hate you?
Or treat you differently without any reason?
And you constantly ask yourself: Why?
What have I done?
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Post by aniuwolf on Sept 6, 2009 21:27:31 GMT -5
that sucks.
what's up with Clione anyway? why does she hate you? can't you just tell her to leave you alone?
and I'm still kinda confused about what you mean by Coraline keeps trying to move out of your Fandom Box and something else tries to move in. you don't have to explain if you don't want to, though.
and that last bit, the "do you know the feeling" thing is how I'm feeling. none of my friends don't seem to want to have anything to do with me.
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Post by Wybie™ on Sept 6, 2009 21:38:39 GMT -5
So you're getting SO worked up partly because of a movie? I'm sorry if this comes off as rude and don't yell at me. But why? I understand that you really like Coraline but just because you're starting to like other things isn't the end of the world, the movie will still be there for you to enjoy even if you do start to watch and be a fan of other things. It's not a big deal.
I'm sorry about all the other issues though, I really am, it sucks and I sympathise. But I can't feel sorry about you making such a big deal over a movie, just because you become a fan of something else doesn't mean you're gonna stop enjoying Coraline. Relax. Seriously.
/end rant
Anyway I hope things start looking up for you!
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Post by HayaMika on Sept 6, 2009 21:38:45 GMT -5
that sucks. what's up with Clione anyway? why does she hate you? can't you just tell her to leave you alone? and I'm still kinda confused about what you mean by Coraline keeps trying to move out of your Fandom Box and something else tries to move in. you don't have to explain if you don't want to, though. and that last bit, the "do you know the feeling" thing is how I'm feeling. none of my friends don't seem to want to have anything to do with me.
Clione liked me at one time, then, I did something, and she just hated me. Its really weird. I don't even know what I did.
Its kinda hard to explain, Coraline just wants to leave, but I'm not letting her.
I'm feeling that way to with some people....
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Post by HayaMika on Sept 6, 2009 21:41:56 GMT -5
So you're getting SO worked up partly because of a movie? I'm sorry if this comes off as rude and don't yell at me. But why? I understand that you really like Coraline but just because you're starting to like other things isn't the end of the world, the movie will still be there for you to enjoy even if you do start to watch and be a fan of other things. It's not a big deal. I'm sorry about all the other issues though, I really am, it sucks and I sympathise. But I can't feel sorry about you making such a big deal over a movie, just because you become a fan of something else doesn't mean you're gonna stop enjoying Coraline. Relax. Seriously. /end rant Anyway I hope things start looking up for you!
I'm not mad, and I'm not going to yell. I just don't want to give-up on the movie. Cause, well, I do more than you think with the Fandom. I like Coraline in a friend way, and well, those friend fellings, turn into imaginary friends. So.. Yeah.... |
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Post by aniuwolf on Sept 6, 2009 22:31:08 GMT -5
you know, Coraline took over my Edgar & Ellen obsession. but that's okay, because I've been obsessed with Edgar & Ellen for a few years, and it was time to move on to another fandom.
it's happened before. I was obsessed with Harry Potter for a while, then I moved on to A Series Of Unfortunate Events and the anime Wolf's Rain, then Edgar & Ellen and the anime Ginga Densetsu Weed and the Warriors series, and now it's Coraline.
but you've only been obsessed with Coraline for only a few months, right? so you feel like you're not ready to move on to a new fandom yet. I can understand.
but I still like most my past obsessions. Harry Potter is still pretty cool. I saw Half Blood Prince at midnight the day before it came out, and I loved it. I will be seeing it in theaters again.
now, for A Series Of Unfortunate Events, I did not like how the series ended, so it's like "eh, not gonna get into it again." as for E&E, I'll probably be obsessed with it again once a new book comes out.
anyway, what I'm trying to say is that just because you get into another fandom doesn't mean it has to end for another one. you can be obsessed with more than one thing.
I still watch Ginga Densetsu Weed, even though I've seen all the episodes before. and I'm hoping for all the mangas to be translated into English so I can read 'em, and I'm hoping for the people to make more episodes of it.
I'm also still reading Warriors. new books are always coming out, and I always buy a new book whenever I get the chance.
but Coraline is my main obsession.
so do you see what I'm saying? you can get into other fandoms and still have Coraline as your main obsession.
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Post by HayaMika on Sept 7, 2009 5:26:27 GMT -5
you know, Coraline took over my Edgar & Ellen obsession. but that's okay, because I've been obsessed with Edgar & Ellen for a few years, and it was time to move on to another fandom. it's happened before. I was obsessed with Harry Potter for a while, then I moved on to A Series Of Unfortunate Events and the anime Wolf's Rain, then Edgar & Ellen and the anime Ginga Densetsu Weed and the Warriors series, and now it's Coraline. but you've only been obsessed with Coraline for only a few months, right? so you feel like you're not ready to move on to a new fandom yet. I can understand. but I still like most my past obsessions. Harry Potter is still pretty cool. I saw Half Blood Prince at midnight the day before it came out, and I loved it. I will be seeing it in theaters again. now, for A Series Of Unfortunate Events, I did not like how the series ended, so it's like "eh, not gonna get into it again." as for E&E, I'll probably be obsessed with it again once a new book comes out. anyway, what I'm trying to say is that just because you get into another fandom doesn't mean it has to end for another one. you can be obsessed with more than one thing. I still watch Ginga Densetsu Weed, even though I've seen all the episodes before. and I'm hoping for all the mangas to be translated into English so I can read 'em, and I'm hoping for the people to make more episodes of it. I'm also still reading Warriors. new books are always coming out, and I always buy a new book whenever I get the chance. but Coraline is my main obsession. so do you see what I'm saying? you can get into other fandoms and still have Coraline as your main obsession.
Yeah, I see what you are saying. But if I get another Fandom, it will overide on Coraline, a good amount, cause I'll lose something out of it. If you get what I mean. Its kinda hard for me to hold onto one Fandom, and like other things... Its... Gr... Sorry....
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Post by aniuwolf on Sept 7, 2009 12:47:54 GMT -5
oh. well, don't even think about other fandoms such as Ponyo. force yourself to only like Coraline, and not other things.
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Post by HayaMika on Sept 7, 2009 13:29:27 GMT -5
oh. well, don't even think about other fandoms such as Ponyo. force yourself to only like Coraline, and not other things.
Now that I think about it. That sounds very unhealthy......
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Post by aniuwolf on Sept 7, 2009 15:48:57 GMT -5
well, if you don't want other fandoms to get in the way of Coraline, then I can't think of anything else.
but your obsessions don't have to be unhealthy. I think about Coraline 24/7
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